Has anyone walked around all day with dark glasses on? Everything that you saw was dark. It felt like watching a movie on television but you couldn't see the picture.
I was there in a place that reaped of disappointments, pain, and addictions. When I looked back only darkness was there, no hint of light could be seen.
I allowed what the devil was telling me to overtake what I knew was true about him. His main job is to steal, kill and destroy me at any cost.
I felt insure within myself due to emotions I hadn't addressed and the delusional thoughts were now governing my entire being. I was in a world of despair, not being able to move I stood still and stagnate.
I had always been grounded church from a young girl and knew about "Faith" and how it is truly impossible to please "GOD" without it. I started not just talking faith but living it and breathing it. The blinders have been removed.
The world that I see now is beautiful, sunshine visit me on a daily basis, gusty rains and storms have come to a stretching halt.
If I had to encourage anyone; I would tell them to love God first, He will allow you to love yourself. Keep him first always in your heart and your spirit.
Take the blinders off, in doing this everything around you and inside of you will be awakened. You will stand with feet planted able to handle the numerous roadblocks, rejections and wrong decisions that will come your way.
Jesus Christ can help you. Matthew 19:26 says "With men things are impossible but with God all things are possible.