Poetry
Saan ka na? Kung saan kayo ay pumunta? Ako ay nawala nang walang ka at hindi mo alam kung saan na naman. Ang aking puso yearns sa pakiramdam ng iyong presensya pa muli kong tanungin kung saan ka na? Mukhang o tahimik ngunit lilitaw pa sa tingin ko ang lahat ng nag-iisa at terrified ng lonliness. Nararamdaman ko na ang paminsan-minsan kapag ako ay nag-usap sa iyo o sa magtatanong sa iyo tungkol sa mga bagay na sa tingin ko na kayo ay hindi papansin sa akin at hindi nagbabayad ng pansin. Ako madalas wonder kung ano at kung bakit mo ginagawa ito at kung ano ang mayroon ako tapos mali? Kung ito ay ang anumang sira na pagpipilian ko nagawa ikinalulungkot ko at ako ay mali. Paki-patawarin ako dahil ako kahit ano ngunit perpekto. Ko na ginawa mga pagpipilian na may lubos na impacted aking buhay ngunit pa sa iyo na maintindihan at sa gitna ng lahat ng aking mga umiiyak sa iyo kong tanungin kung saan ka na? Bakit ang mga nararamdaman ko kaya ang inabandunang at bigo? Hindi ako naghahanap ng mga kasagutan sa pamamagitan ng paa kopya sa buhangin. Hindi, ako ay naghahanap ng inyong mukha. Ako ay naghahanap ng inyong mga sagot. Ano happend na hindi mo na makipag-usap sa akin. Sa katapusan ko makaramdam na ako ay may namatay sa loob ng damdamin walang laman. Saan ka na? Saan ka na?
Ipinangako sa iyo na ikaw ay hindi kailanman iiwan sa akin ni layuan ako. Ngunit kailangan kong gawin pakiramdam tinalikdan at pababa. Saan ka na?
Ang sinabi mo sa aking anak na lalaki tingnan ang lahat sa paligid mo at tumingin sa iyong puso. Na kung saan ay ang aking mga lihim na lugar na tirahan. Hindi ko pa nakalimutan mo. Mahal kita. Ikaw ay aking anak at ako ay dapat magkaloob sa inyo. Ito ay kung saan ako ay sinabi ng Panginoon. Karapatan na kung saan ikaw ay laging pinaghahanap ako na.
Sa ilang mga punto ko nagkaroon na nagpapahintulot sa inyo na pumunta upang mahanap. Sa ilang mga point mo ay lumalaki sa iyong pananampalataya ngunit ikaw unang dapat alisan ang iyong sarili ng mundo at ang lahat ng mga bagay-bagay na nilalaman sa loob.
Ako ay may nagsabi sa iyo na ang mundo kapag ang mga kinasusuklaman ako unang ito masyadong ay hate you. Ngunit ang lahat ng ito sa pamamagitan ko palagi mga mahal mo at palagi na doon sa aking mga kamay sa aking balikat. Na kung saan ako ay may. Saan ka na?
English Interpretation: Where are you? Where have you gone? I am lost without you and do not know where to turn. My heart yearns to feel your presence yet again I ask where are you? It seems or appears quiet but yet I feel all alone and terrified of this lonliness. I feel that sometimes when I talk to you or ask you about things I do feel that you are ignoring me and not paying attention. I often wonder what and why you are doing this and what have I done wrong? If it is any wrong choices I have made I am sorry and I am wrong. Please forgive me because I am anything but perfect. I made choices that have greatly impacted my life but yet you understand and in the midst of all of my crying out to you I ask where are you? Why do I feel so abandoned and frustrated? I am not looking for the answer through foot prints in the sand. No, I am seeking your face. I am seeking your response. What happend that you no longer talk to me. In the end I feel like I have died within feeling empty. Where are you? Where are you? You promised that you would never leave me nor forsake me. But I do feel forsaken and down. Where are you? You said my son look all around you and look in your heart. Which is my secret dwelling place. I have not forgotten you. I love you. You are my child and I shall bless you. This is where I am said the Lord. Right where you have always wanted me to be. At some point I had to let you go in order to be found. At some point you will have to grow in your faith but you first must rid yourself of the world and all things contained within. I have told you that when the world hated me first it too will also hate you. But through it all I have always loved you and have always been there with my hand on my shoulder. That is where I have. Where are you? The purpose is to know that God is everywhere. We needn't search for him as he dwells in our hearts and is ever present in all of our situations. When we feel like he has left us or when we feel like he has abandoned us. It often is a test to see where we are in our relationship with God. The question where are you? answered: Distracted! Our focus should always be on the Lord in all that we do. But first we must on a daily basis surrender ourselves to him acknowledging his Lordship in our lives. Without this we can become lost and overly distracted instead of focused on what the Lord has for us on a daily basis. The question is have you asked him this day what he wants you to do? This is why the question is asked Where are you?
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