There's been a lot of stress and tension in our family for the last few years. My sister and I haven't really spoken in a year and a half, and it's breaking my heart. I did something she wanted, yet because of a misunderstanding, I was accused of something I didn't do.
It just went from bad to worse. Things were said we both regret. I've tried to apologize, but it doesn't do any good.
Eileen has even tried to email her aunt to get her to come to family stuff, without my knowing at first. Jolynn doesn't even know who they are any more.
I hate this with every fiber of my being, but every time I try to fix it, it just gets worse. I try to leave it to God, but months go without hearing anything. I find out things third hand, people ask me how she's doing (had breast cancer twice) and I have no clue, because she won't talk to me.
I just sent an email a bit ago asking her what it will take to get my family back. Tried to be as neutral as I can about the issues, but I'm tired of being the bad guy when I'm the one who finally fixed a bad situation.
ShariFW 500 Member
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