Hey guys I'm so sorry I haven't been on. I miss you and have thought of you a lot but really struggling lately. I'm having tons of panic attacks and not sleeping so my pain is bad. In fact my head hurts so bad right now I want to cry, but that will make it worse. My vision is really bad. I have to magnify the screen so much that I can't see the whole page without scrolling. I just got new glasses too, but things have gotten worse and it seems dark too. I need to go back, but my panic attacks are making it hard to leave the house.
Thank you for the text Becky, I did get it and thought I responded but my phone keeps shutting off so if I think I sent a text it didn't go through. I appreciate it though. Thank you all for the Happy Birthdays.
I have a Pom too Chrissy. He can be a bit yappy and is definitely my dog rarely more than a few feet from me.
My sister came and surprised me. We were suppose to meet for lunch but I had a panic attack so cancelled but she drove down and I managed to get in the car and we had a picnic in the park and walked our dogs. If I can take Phin (the Pom) with me, then I can leave the house without too much panic. I think it helps to concentrate on him. I've wondered if I could get him certified as a real therapy dog so I could take him places.
Amy is looking at cars and busy with editing so I know she has been stressed too. I've been doing a lot of editing for the testimony book. I have two left to do. Amy sent some of hers over to me because she was afraid she wouldn't finish on time. Hopefully things will get back to somewhat normal and I won't be MIa for so long again. You guys really mean a lot to me and I don't know what I'd do without you all!