God knows your heart and your needs. I don't know what His will is for you, but I pray that His will be done, and that His promises to supply all of our needs will be a reality in your life.
When you indicated that "prayers have been going up for years," one verse popped into my thoughts.
"Thrice I asked the Lord about this, to have it removed from me, and He told me, "My grace is sufficient for you, for MY strength comes to perfection where there is weakness" (2 Cor. 12:8,9).
I pray that you will not resist His grace, but rest in it, knowing that your Heavenly Father always has your BEST interest in mind; whatever that might be.
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