Young people unforeseen things will happen. It is difficult to be a teen. I have worked with teens going on 27 years.
Sometimes you will get depressed and things will not go the way you or I have planned them. If you are struggling with pain, whether it be physical, spiritual, emotional or mental. Please talk to someone that you trust.
A dear friend of mine who is a pastor, had a brother, who committed suicide. This occurred because he could not handle rejection. And this is unfortunate because he was a talented and attractive young man. Suicide or Homicide is not the answer.
Suicide is a permanent solution to a temporary problem. Do not put your focus on people, or things; both of these will disappoint us, but God will never disappoint us.
A few years I had a niece commit suicide and I know the pain that being a victim of suicide. For most families, it creates more problems than it solves. As a matter of fact, it does not solve any problems only creates them. And there is no guarantee that the afterlife is going to better than the former life. If we have not accepted Jesus as our Lord and Savior, it will not be better, but a lot worse because that decision of not accepting Jesus as Lord and Savior of your life will follow you permanently for all eternity. And even if you have accepted Jesus Christ as Lord and Savior, suicide is still not the answer! You can lose part of your reward. But not trusting Jesus your reward will not be as great as it could have been.
The pain you leave behind is overwhelming for your family and friends, and you will not even know it because you have made the decision to exit this world. And it is a terrible feeling to know as a pastor you were available and yet you were not able to help the one you cared for the most. There is not a day that goes by that I do not feel that pain. No matter what we go through, God's grace is sufficient for us!